Tomorrow is Connors first day at preschool/daycare.... I am a nervous wreck. So far he has only been looked after by family or very close friends or Mommy and this will be his first time amongst a lot of kids his age. He plays at the playground with other kids and has cousins and what not but this will be a whole other experience. I am nervous, scared and worried.
I am most scared about him being alone or thinking we left him, or him not making friends with the other kids or him being bullied. I worry because he is quiet little kid around others kids, he is an observer and a watcher, he is a loving little boy that loves his Jezzy and loves to give kisses to Momma and Dadda. I am afraid of his little heart getting hurt of him being scared a kids being mean to him and him loosing a little of his innocence.
This is a big step for him and I know he will be ok. He has a million people that love him dearly and will protect him and teach him that there are bullies in the world and that you cant let those people or little kids make you sad. So while this will be a big step for him, I think however this is a bigger step for his mommy and daddy.
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